Friday, December 25, 2009

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

SYTYCD


i just love this performance and Ellenore she was my favorite from the season i wish it could be a girl and boy winner b/c i thought she was great.(not to mention i likes this song lol)
and i also loved Sabra from season 3
these two are most def my favorite from the whole show

cute


Lol i thought this was cool. it's a woman urinal ;)

Monday, December 21, 2009

love/like


i know that i'm young but my feelings are strong. so my question is how do you know that you just love or like someone. and how do you express that feeling without chasing that person away. i find myself holding my tounge trying not to say it because i'm scared of the reaction. but i know one day its just going to come out. this is the only person that i would look to with my worries, and wonders. i call him my best friend. HE JUST MAKES ME HAPPY even on my worst day.
it started off as <like> but how do i know its <love>
idk i'm just confused, love Mel

i'm just not feeling it

the only way i could have a good christmas this year if i recived the following:

only in my dreams.

i knw i can get these.

this i knw won't happen.

brown leather jacket.

My babe.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

tattoo ideas


i just adore the idea of roman numerals. i plan on getting this under my right boob where my heart is. and it would either be the day my cousin passed or my birthday.

i plan on getting something like this on the side of my stomach to me this represents me becoming my own an blossoming into the beautiful creature God made me to be.

this means "the artist" I've always had a passion for art and this tattoo is a great way of expressing that.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

It's Coming


Yes its about that time in my life when I need to GROW UP. I'm so not ready for it. My eighteenth birthday is coming really fast and the responsibilites are growing everyday. I have to learn how to stand on my own. Because trust you me i'm not stayin in my parents house. But on the other hand i'm excited of becoming my own i would say im a pretty nice, well rounded young lady if i say so myself.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

college life


no one will or can differ me from my dreams, goals, wants, hopes ,ect. i promise myself i will only do things that will make me happy first. on my search for colleges i think this is the one that will fit me best. there may be some people who think otherwise (mama,daddy). in my mind this could be the best thing for me. i love every type of art and going to a art school just seems like it's the right move to make. i'm almost on my own, i know how to take care of myself, and i know whats best for me. and i won't let no one take this from me.

at frist i wasn't feeling rihanna but now i love her. this song is very deep to me an i understand what she is saying. idk maybe im just weird but i REALLY LOVE THIS SONG. i cant wait to see the video. chirs brown must have did a number on her. well what ever happened to her i like it. this is the kind of stuff i like (the stuff people don't know how to understand)

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

VV Brown.



When i heard her song on t.v i had to know who it was. and after i did some searching and found out who the talented artist was. i immeadiatly feel in love with her. she is almost like a black lady gaga.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Alley Kat




As of now my life is going pretty well. of course there are those minor issues. but what ever my troubles are i know i can get through them with my friends. Jessica and Rahmar(my boo/best friend). i love them till death do us part.

comfortable but chic


as a young adult my appearance is very crucial to me. and i pay very close attention to fashion trends. but this one in particular is very intriguing to me. i love the look of a acid washed jean with a blazer. the look isn't to over barring but still comfortable and chic. an of course a gladiator pair of high heels wouldn't do any harm.

I've always dreamed of visiting a place with no worries, a place with graciousness and beauty. that one place where it can make you feel warm on the inside and memorized on the outside. One day i hope this dream comes true.